Well it's been a very difficult week.  I had to cancel my workshops due to a lack of interest.  I've been in denial believing that all of my efforts would one day magically turn into this wonderful garden retreat.  But no one is reading my blog or responding to my group on Facebook or signing up for my workshops.  Whether I'm ahead of my time or out in my own little world, I now realize it's time to stop these exercises in futility.  My last blog wasn't going to be long - so here is what I know. 
I have been writing this simple statement out for the last couple weeks in my morning pages.  It's from Marianne Williamson A Course in Miracles.
    "Preparing for a miracle - Even though this situation looks bad (or hopeless or endless - I am opening a window of possibility to an unexpected outcome."  Isn't that an amazing way to keep the faith?

I believe this will all come together as something magical called my life.